Sometimes it is so depressing and burdensome i feel like i can't take it anymore.Mostly the problem start because of the money, yet the thing that made it worse is because i don't have, or could not share it with anybody. i did have a dear friend right now who sweetly listen to me fretting and complaining, even though i might have repeat it a thousand time, about my worry and my stress, my burden, yet i love her as a friend so much i keep worrying whether by confiding in her, i might make her stress too. She the only one that i got, so it makes me so scare i might chase her away myself.
Right now i've begin to understand why in Westerns seeing a shrink or counselor is so popular and people willing to pay a lot for it. I wish i have someone that i can talk to to ease my burden, to ease my pain, without worrying that i might make the other party weary of me.
Now i just wish that all this moodiness just go away! i hate it when i'm feeling down and hopeless, and end up babbling in here for a way of venting it out.
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